Sbf that would like a date

The pic that you see I just took it today so yes I’m real and no I’m not a barbie doll but I think for 45 I look pretty good. I’m looking for a man that wants to spend time together and really get to know me and I get to know you. Please live [...]
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Ida:
I don't know if I need space for awhile, if we need to break up, or just have a long talk...
(3 November 2016)

Ida:
Although I am talking about all the bad things here, he does make me happy at times.
(3 November 2016)

Ida:
I have been doing it for him for 7 months, & we have been having sex for 4 months, but he has never really made my pleasure a priority.
(3 November 2016)

Ida:
Another thing I try not to bother me is that he will not reciprocate oral sex.
(3 November 2016)

Ida:
I recently had a small surgery, & he didn't even stop by to see me after, even though he was at his friends house right by my house.
(3 November 2016)

Ida:
Also, I feel like I do a lot of him, just out of love, like picking up some ice cream for him, making him dinner while his parents were away, baking his family cookies for a long drive, etc., yet I feel like I never get anything in return.
(3 November 2016)

Ida:
Sometimes I feel like I have to beg at get him to make time to hang out with me, but when I ask if he likes hanging out with me he always states that he does, & that I am important to him.
(3 November 2016)

Ida:
Recently, I have been having some problems with our relationship.
(3 November 2016)

Ida:
Even though my boyfriend is a smart person, he is still a little immature at times, as is any high school boy.
(3 November 2016)

Ida:
We are both good people, taking challenging high school courses and working part-time jobs, as well as being involved in sports.With our busy schedules we can usually find at least two days a week to spend some time together.
(3 November 2016)