Does honesty exist anymore?

Does honesty exist anymore? I am in my mid 30’s . Looking for someone who is nice, loyal, trustworthy, non-judgemental and knows what they what out of life ! Put the make of your vehicle in the title so I know you are not spam //meelp.com/profile/solskinn_1980 Bianca:She dumped me the following day at [...]
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Thi:
At this point I've given up and honestly feel hatred in my heart when I think about it.
(5 December 2016)

Thi:
I just want a buddy but they all have to be hurtful.
(5 December 2016)

Thi:
I see the guys they do want to be around and how they treat women and it makes no sense to me.
(5 December 2016)

Thi:
I've never done anything to them to deserve it.
(5 December 2016)

Thi:
Even girls I've tried to be just friends with seem to prefer my non existence.
(5 December 2016)

Thi:
I'm 19 and have always been a nice person and have occasionally tried to start a relationship with a few girls I have come across in my life (not at the same time obviously) but they all have made fun of me.
(5 December 2016)

Letitia:
My friends (who is close enough to me that I call him a brother)girlfriend is cool people's but we don't talk much?
(5 December 2016)

Letitia:
I had a dream that she was driving and I was in the passenger seat she gave me this brilliant smile and we talked about how and where she learned to drive, then I woke up.
(5 December 2016)

Dana:
Keep in mind people, after this semester, Im stuck drowning in loans.
(5 December 2016)

Lena:
Is it wrong to think about being with other ppl sexually when you're in a relationship?
(5 December 2016)